Hi,
I lost my husband almost a year ago to cancer....It was a long battle, 19 yrs of the nearly 26 we were married. I'm just 52. and it's incredibly lonely. I miss him a lot, even though the last few years were a lot of resting. I'm so saddened by the world today, how people can scam those that grieve. I'm ashamed to admit I was scammed. But I am genuine and trusting. It will not happen again, however. I'm also wondering about anyone else's luck with dating. We moved a few years before my husband died, back to my hometown, where i have my side of the family, but since his death, i have been very disappointed. i might mention my brother also died somewhat unexpectedly about 6 months before my husband. and it's strange how death can divide families. Often times, i just want to say screw it and just leave and go back to where my kids were raised, but then i think that location won't really make me feel happy, it has to come from within. I'm just not sure when or if that will happen.

I Lost my husband 3 months ago. He got to a hospital with a back pain and after a week died of pneumonia .It’s unbelievable . I still can’t believe it and tell to myself that he is just in hospital and soon will be back home. Every morning and evening sell him messages on WhatsUp.