Weird feeling
Hi everyone,
I lost my wife of 39 years passed away 5 weeks ago from Parkinsons, I was her sole caretaker and watched this terrible disease eat her up before my eyes. She passed away in a Hospice House on a resbit stay. Seems like i`m in limbo but also seem to be managing pretty good as I have not broke down the first time (nor do I feel like I need to), I guess from me watching her deminish more and more over the past 3 years (worst being the last year) think I might have already done my grieving and crying while she was still alive at home bed ridden, I would go into another room while she was sleeping and wouldnt disturb her and cry. Am I wrong for not breaking down and wanting to move on with my life? Do NOT want to start dating but do want to meet others IRL for companionship

Hi. I also lost my love after 39 years. This is a long time to be with someone. Trying to date is also very difficult to me. Sorry for your loss.