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Hi my name is charlotte 46 from devon i found my husband passed away 3 weeks ago today in our spare room from a heart attack myself & neighbour did cpr but he had been gone a while.
I then went to my mums & to friends but now back home with my dogs alone, i suffer from anxiety and had thoughts i would be better not here i said i wouldnt cope without him and he said i was stronger than i thought, i live in a village with not much community and i have no transport or buses and a half done kitchen that hubby started plus a storage unit full of stuff and a loft which needs clearing i just dont know what to do and i am angry he left me and i have so many questions about the future no one can answer, i just dont know how to cope i dont have any friends really as hubby didnt like to mix very much he was 32 years older than me but my rock and im lost , i would like to help others and make friends
Hello Charlotte,
I'm so sorry for your loss. I too lost my husband of 37 years suddenly in October, we were on holiday at the time. He was not only my life, but my carer too. My husband was 13 years older than me. I am very lost without him, and can't process the events over the last few weeks. We live in the country and it's quite rural, he used to drive me around, and so now I am isolated without help from other people. I don't know what the future holds, but just taking each day as it comes. If you want to have a chat, I'm on Facebook xx