Hi
Hi my name is charlotte 46 from devon i found my husband passed away 3 weeks ago today in our spare room from a heart attack myself & neighbour did cpr but he had been gone a while.
I then went to my mums & to friends but now back home with my dogs alone, i suffer from anxiety and had thoughts i would be better not here i said i wouldnt cope without him and he said i was stronger than i thought, i live in a village with not much community and i have no transport or buses and a half done kitchen that hubby started plus a storage unit full of stuff and a loft which needs clearing i just dont know what to do and i am angry he left me and i have so many questions about the future no one can answer, i just dont know how to cope i dont have any friends really as hubby didnt like to mix very much he was 32 years older than me but my rock and im lost , i would like to help others and make friends
Hello Charlotte .
Very sorry for your loss , It is very difficult and I had the same dark thoughts as you.
It took me ages to start to sort things out and still not finished.
Nights & Weekends are worse for me.
If you want a private chat you can find me on FB .
Regards x.
JohnT