where to go from here,i dont know.
Daffy mum to our 4 children and my partner for 25yrs,passed away last month due to mental health issues (past childhood trauma)and COPD stage 3/4 finally taking her from us.
she went too early at aged 48.
i have spent the last 15 years at her side when she needed me most,am also carer for our 2 daughters with special needs,cant remember the last time i had time to myself like im finding myself in now.
i dont know what to do with myself,the loneliness is unbearable at times.
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Dearest Daren - no words of wisdom - no magic wand - guessing you already know there is and are none. I hope you find even the smallest grain of comfort and understanding here. Also guessing you are mentally, physically and emotionally empty. Biggest respect for all you have done together, been together - and now face with you and your children. Use this space to vent, scream and cry. My own story is “peaceful” compared to yours - so go for it here without guilt or holding back. Big hugs to you all 💔❤️🩹❤️